I'm just gonna vent a little bit

Jun 8, 20173 min read

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YangKourosaki1409

Published: Jun 8, 2017

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I'm currently on the edge of losing sanity and if I don't fucking type this out I swear imma kill someone!!! (Also if you think I am in need to kill myself... Your wrong this isn't a suicide note SO SHUT THE FUCK UP!)

laughs never in my life I feel so insecure about my life! Maybe that little dick was right maybe I don't care but what ever right? I don't even care if I spell anything wrong anymore you know what idgf about anything or anyone in that matter anymore! I mean c'omeon I already get that I TREAT people like trash and that I'm blind so whatever right? laughs yeah wherever! All I can say is

FUCK THIS WORLD AND FUCK EVERYTHING THIS PITIFUL SON OF A BITCH IS DONE!

So thoughs who push me away made a correct choice! I don't care how anyone feels anymore I'm just sick of hearing suicide. I mean come on do I really help people? Doesn't seem like it I mean again I guess it's because I don't care, I mean love doesn't fucking exists I tried its just some boring ass fairy tale that's not meant to be mine I mean I see connections while I'm over not getting anything. I mean I already know I'm not going to be able to get a fucking job! So go ahead future hit me with all you got since I'll be dead around my twenties so who fucking cares anymore!

Or better yet I'll be in the insane asylum so far that's what it seems I'm in need for I mean who's going to be waiting for ME? Ha! No one, you know I'm sooo fucking glad I don't have a boyfriend or a girlfriend I'm glad that everyone not single. I'm glad no one waiting for me! Best of it yet I AM GLAD ALL MY FRIENDS HAVE SOMEONE SO AT LEAST THEY DON'T FYCKING NEED ME LIKE THEY SAY THEY DO!

look whoever called me their fucking hero, your wrong I'm not a hero... I'm nothing I'm just someone who causes trouble and who is getting taird of getting treated like a fucking toy and make me so insecure of life and who gets treated like a nobody who can't take care of themselves!

And for thoughs who's just sitting their reading and don't give a Fuck and saying"why are you cutting yourself on journals? " or "whocares" or whatever SHUT UP OK! JUST SHUT THE EVER LOVING FUCK UP! I'M NOT FUCKING CUTTING IN NOT IN THE FUCKING MOOD TO TALK ABOUT IT OR WHATEVER YOU FUCKING HUMAN LIKE TROLLS OR JUST FUCKING HUMANS DO I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING HEAR IT!!!!!

OK, I'm done venting now I feel so much better and whatever so..I'm good 👍